On the boy side of things, the ex and I broke up a couple months ago and since then I was kinda seeing someone but it was a long distance thing and we just kinda stopped talking... The ex and I started talking this passed week, but last night was a little rough and that is definitely a road that I do NOT want to go down again. People say they have, can, and will change but you can't change who you are. So I'm really going to try to just focus on me and getting my life together.
Health has become a huge problem in my life. My weight is out of control and it is causing issues with other parts of my body. My tailbone has been painful because of too much weight on my hips, my blood pressure is now high and I have to take a daily pill, and I'm super unhappy with myself in general. I was doing well with eating right and on the treadmill or taking a walk everyday, but I'm currently on a 3 week period of being sick so I can't get on the treadmill and eating right has been taken over by soups and powerade. Hopefully I will start feeling better soon so I can get back on the proverbial horse and also with work starting soon I want to be at my best. Plus January is coming... you know what that means... new year's resolution time!
Trying to stay on the positive side of things right now although it has been raining over my head lately. New job, hopefully new town, and soon to come a new outlook on life!!!!
XOXO Ashley